Come home

Hello world
Hope you’re listening
Forgive me if I’m young
For speaking out of turn
There’s someone I’ve been missing
I think that they could be
The better half of me
They’re in their own place trying to make it right
But I’m tired of justifying
So i say you’ll..


Come home
Come home
Cause I’ve been waiting for you
For so long
For so long
And right now there’s a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I’ve ever known
So come home


I get lost in the beauty
Of everything i see
The world ain’t as half as bad
As they paint it to be
If all the sons
If all the daughters
Stopped to take it in
Well hopefully the hate subsides and the love can begin
It might start now..Yeahh
Well maybe I’m just dreaming out loud
Until then


Come home
Come home
Cause I’ve been waiting for you
For so long
For so long
And right now there’s a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I’ve ever known
Ever known
So come home


Everything i can’t be
Is everything you should be
And that’s why i need you here
Everything i can’t be
Is everything you should be
And that’s why i need you here
So hear this now


Come home
Come home
Cause I’ve been waiting for you
For so long
For so long
And right now there’s a war between the vanities
But all i see is you and me
The fight for you is all I’ve ever known
Ever known
So come home
Come home

ugh! guys!

okay i just realized that i havent updated in over a month! its weird though because i updated my xanga a few times but i forgot to update this tumblr! thats why im going to copy and paste a little rant that i wrote about guys a few weeks ago.. sorry if its kinda insulting or harsh because it was at the heat of the moment.. but here ya go:

(p.s. im not as cynical as i was when i originally wrote this post so now i realize that not all guys are dbags.. LOL)

“Although there are many many things i don’t understand about guys, this is one of the most frustrating issues. Why do guys look at other girls when they already have someone? i mean, maybe they are looking at an import model, or a pornstar, an actress, or even the girl walking own the street -but i want to know, do they honestly not feel any shame when they do so? is it just ingrained in the male brain to just ogle and stare at naked/half-naked women? i mean, you don’t really ever see girls buying chip n’ dales calendars or nudie male magazines or going to male strip clubs. thats just tacky and quite frankly, disgusting. if thats so for the female gender, why are guys fully able to disregard the guilt, or the disrespect that they are bringing to their “significant other”, when they decide to check out other girls? how are the women supposed to feel “significant” when they know that maybe they are not enough to keep the man satisfied? maybe the guys tell them “honey, you are enough”, but it sure as hell does not feel that way. if we were enough for you, then why do you continue to still look? i mean honestly, if they were truly satisfied, then they wouldn’t feel the need to “look around”, right? i mean, if they’re already happy, are they looking around for something that might make them even happier? because if they are, then thats just bullshit. women do so much to just try to make the man happy and keep them that way. we diet, we exercise, we try new hairstyles, and we even buy new clothes or cute outfits just to grab their attention. but somehow, it feels like its all in vain. thats why i have come up with a theory about guys. No matter what you do, they will continue to be inconsiderate, disregard your feelings, and continue to ogle anything with two legs, a vagina, and boobs. unless a miracle happens and some guy can change my perspective on things, then i will hold this belief to be true. mankind, please prove my theory false..”

GAHRaduation :]

June 16th

so today, unexpectedly, i go to gahr’s graduation! though i was one hour late (because i didn’t want to listen to the whole boring ceremony) i came just to see all the old faces :] it was a really nice feeling to be back at gahr high school. i actually do miss it! i’ve made so many wonderful memories there. i used to have so much gahr pride. being in MUN, CSF, volleyball, going to all the football games, after school study sessions during AP crunch time, field trips to Berkeley and New York for delegate conferences, and even rallies (even though they sucked balls). oh man did i have alot of fun at gahr. i do miss some aspects, considering school was wayyyyy more easy and i actually loved all of my teachers.

but, college. dayummmm. you already know. college is hands down one of the best experiences of my life. honestly, i’ve grown so much as a person (well sorta). i have more of a foothold of what i want and what i should do with my life. i’ve also met the most amazing people. people that are too nice to describe in words. i never knew people like them actually existed in this world!i mean, in high school, its pretty much full of some sort of drama, especially since girls can get pretty catty.. but i dont think that will happen with us :] yes, thats how incredibly amazing they are. actually, i want to tell them all how much they truly mean to me :] i also want to tell everyone else how they’ve impacted my life

i was going to write special notes for everyone but i got too lazy lol… i actually wrote this blog last week but then i got busy with packing and what not, so i was unable to finish it… BUT, im going to write my letters to everyone in a future blog.

but a quick note to sohannethelyn and gavin:

i love you guys. thank you so much for making it such an incredible year. :]

Summer so far :]

Hi ethel! and the other people that are reading this LOL… I decided to join this blog thingy because my lovely roommate suggested it to me :] hopefully everyone else (so-lyn and gabe) gets one too, and updates often! <3

anyways, summer so far has been greatttt! i actually left the dorm on thursday night and i was really sad to leave it behind. no matter what, i am always going to remember room 754 in Hedrick Hall, my first place living sorta on my own. the thing that i will remember the most is getting paired with the best roommates possible :] i’ve made so many memories over there with the people i love - sleepovers, hang-outs, girl talk, just everything! it’s okay though, i’m looking forward to next year in a better residence hall and i’ll still be with the people i love. Yay me! jk but yeah, i shall update you on what i have done these past few days on my summer vacation :]

Friday:

I went movie-hopping at the LBTC with my sister and I watched The Hangover and Night at the Museum. Oh man it was friggin hilarious! i <3d it!

Saturday:

Junelyn’s Bday! Yay! I got to see the Chilipinos! I was so happy to see them all again and we played rockband, took billions of pictures, and we also played “Kevin” (its like Horse but we spell Kevin’s name instead lol), and we ate ate ate! oh man the food was soo good! I had to leave early tho but when i got home, me my brother and my sister went running! we have officially waged war on obesity and fatness and we’re winning.. kinda :]

Sunday:

Church. Having a long walk at the beach with my sister. That’s pretty much it lol. Oh wait i just remembered something really funny that happened. So it was at night and i needed to go to the bathroom. Just as my luck would have it, my brother was taking a crap. Since he always takes like 15 minutes to finish, an idea popped into my head. I ran to my sister’s room and said “let’s hide in kuya’s room!” lol.. so we take a few minutes trying to hide. First, i hid under the desk, which was really small and it hurt and my sister tried to hide in the colset but failed. so then i decided to hide in the closet instead while my sister put my brother’s clothes on top of me for camouflage. My sister then lay down on my brother’s bed watching tv so that it wouldnt be suspicious. So I was there, laying still, waiting for the perfect time to pounce on my brother, but he never looked my way! i waited for 10 full minutes until my brother decided to get up to get something from the kitchen. Then i took my chance. I pounced on him and screamed BOO! and he had the funniest expression imaginable! hahahaha he stopped right in his tracks, eyes all wide with his hands held up and shaking! hahaha you had to have been there. i seriously almost died laughing from his expression :]

Monday:

Running errands before Wednesday <3. Oh yeah and i cleaned my room! i’m not one to brag but oh man it used to look like a hot mess in my room because i had everything from my dorm scattered but i spent the whole day cleaning and its fInally clean! Yay me! I can actually see the floor! i also packed too.